I love this world
I love being a part of the blogging world, you guys read my incoherent ramblings and then say nice things too, I swear you all rock as I am crap at writing.
Anyway today was a good day, I ate a fuck ton of junk food, including cream puffs, more than one, less than two… and crisps and white bread etc. I don’t feel guilt, I feel bleh towards it, I just feel a tad bit bloated now.
My dinner however was a green monster, I made extra and put some in the freezer as that is part of my breakfast for tomorrow on the tube to work, green frozen monster.
Work was nice, James visited me with cream puffs and I love him very much, he then stayed with me while I had my lunch of dahl and rice and then left to go home.
Tomorrow I am at work again, I am now kinda bored of work to be honest, but all the monies I will be getting make me happy.
Hopefully I stop this mass binging on junk food as of tomorrow, I am aiming to as my trousers feel tighter (probably water retention and bloat I know).
Oh also, the new pill I am on seems lovely, I’ve been eating more, may be due to pill or me being silly, no bad moods, no grumpiness and no crying and no being numb.
Since I have been lacking in the photo area of my blog, sorry it will resume once I am back from the Peak District and am focusing on food and am able to make all the food I eat myself and once I stop being ashamed of the crap I am eating. Anyway the above is a picture of a special salad that a caterer of my cousin’s wedding made for me (one of the events celebrating the wedding, not the wedding), he made it specially for me as I hate salad dressing, it is odd and strange. It did however have bell peppers on it, which I hate, I love chilliness of peppers, and cooked bell peppers in a fajita, but raw peppers are ick and weirdly bitter. I have very strange food habits, I hate the texture of raw tomatoes unless in Bruschetta.
Night night xxoxx
themilkfreeway said,
September 11, 2009 at 8:12 am
I'm glad you don't feel guilty about the food
it probably is just the pill, hopefully it'll settle down once your body gets used to it. I hope work isn't too annoying today!
~Jessica~ said,
September 11, 2009 at 7:49 pm
I'm glad I'm not the only one that loves bell peppers cooked (well, only roasted. I really am that picky!) but loathes them raw. They taste like soap to me. Raw tomatoes on the other hand = yum! Too many upset my tum though. Looks a like a lovely salad : )
You totally nailed the description of what greek yoghurt tastes like! I used to eat Fage 0% for years when I was restricting and vegetarian (WAY before the internet existed let alone blogging) and I couldn't put my finger on what the taste reminded me of…but icky morning breath is the best analogy I've ever heard. Thankies for making me smile and laugh again : )
I haven't read the China Study but I'm thinking that I should…it'll be helpful for when voice 1 chimes in again.
Ooh, let me know how the PB/Cherry Larabar experiment goes…although you'd have to use an entire jar of PB to make me eat that flavour again lol ; )
Hopefully you have some time off this week-end to enjoy yourself! You work so hard and deserve a break.
<3